an almost ending

I felt your pain
when you hugged me tight.
No words were uttered
but I knew you were shattered.

We both were inlove
but knew, had to stop.
Cause time had spoken
"forever let go of that moment"

That silent voice had to be heard.
cause not even deaf can't refuse to hear.

Nothing's more painful than giving up
of a love that could've been so wonderful.


Went different route though we had one ride..
one dream..one heart..
It felt like hell when we walked apart.

Then that moment stopped.
It ended...
Almost.

Cause our love stood up and defeated that silent voice.







February 18 2007

love & first impressions

Like FIRST IMPRESSIONS..
LOVE (at first sight) CAN BE DECEIVING & IT DOESN'T LAST..................

Guy on TV

he looks weak but  he's strong.
he looks shy but he's confident..
he looks serious and he's prestigious, ("i don't wanna say he's delicious") =p 
he looks so cool and he's so damn hot, and i am not.
he looks unreachable and he's so desirable that even guys go gaga over him.
he looks at me like he knows me..but he does it to everyone not just me.
he looks at me as if he we're together but really, we're strangers to each other.
he looks and stares like he loves me, oh hello hallucination?

he looks at the camera...he talks, he laughs, he sings, he delivers..he's there!
and I'm here.....day dreaming and watching.

stuck in the room of "no exit"

a heart is one different creature..
it beats unaccordingly with our mindset,
it decides beyond our knowledge,
it acts stubbornly, even if you're unready.
you may try to ignore it and act sane
but admit it, once it beats it's never the same.
before you know it,
there you are!
stuck in the room of no exit!

RH

Philippines, is known to be the home of believers and a devoted country which strongly believes in the book of Genesis 1:22-23: And God blessed them, saying, “Be fruitful and multiply” ; and opposes The Reproductive Health Bill.

The Reproductive Health Bill No.5043 or popularly know as The RH Bill, Authored by 1st district of Albay Representative Edcel C. Lagman. The bill is highly controversial, with experts, academics, religious institutions, and major political figures both supporting and opposing it.

Reproductive Health Bill or RH Bill’s purpose is to regulate the ballooning population of the Philippines. RH Bill aims to guarantee universal access to methods and information on birth control and maternal care. RH Bill have become the center of a contentious national debate.

It is quite obvious, that this Bill has once again divided Filipinos into two groups of Pros and Cons.

Some believe that RH Bill is against the will of God, (based on the book of Genesis); but obviously those days, population wasn’t a problem.

While others believe that RH Bill can help in solving the Philippines’ Biggest problem, which is POVERTY; but can the government really impose the Bill on each family? Are they that eager and diligent enough?

Suppose Reproductive Health Bill became a Law?

A mother got accidentally pregnant to her 5th child, will Abortion be an option as per Compliance to (the soon-to-be) Reproductive Health Law? Will Abortion be legalized then?

men, may you rest in piece.

WHY CAN'T MEN REST IN 'PIECE'? 

Rest in 1 piece of a female creature!!!!

it's hard

it's so hard to change a person....
sometimes, it's easier to teach & convince yourself to accept what he really is.

WHERE DOES MONEY GROW?

I wonder why some people have lots..While others have nothing.

It really bothers my mind and melts my heart..and itches my hand to write.

Wealthy people are famous, we all look up to them.

I know why…

BECAUSE THEY HAVE MONEY.

And they live in Mansions and exclusive villages, and they eat gold.

And they wear  designer clothes, and signature shoes & bags are in their closets and their watches are covered with diamonds..and all gadgets are on their hands..and all their jewelries are shining brighter than the sun…..some are envious.

BUT I THINK THERE’S SOMETHING MORE POPULAR THAN THEM…

It’s POVERTY.

But why is poverty taken for granted and doesn’t get noticed?

When infact, it deserves more attention than those who are already up there breathing nice air.

what if time comes that we all have nothing?

Imagine this…..

When all houses and buildings are perished

When all our stuffs are burned

and all the bills in the world are drowned and coins are melted

When we’re all equally devoid of.

When all that’s left is the land we’re standing on.

And Let’s start again…

Now, Where can we find “THAT THING” that can label a person as RICH?

WHERE DOES MONEY GROW?

And who owns it?

why waste?

Silence is the best revenge a sane person can do.

Because shallow minds are incapable of comprehending wise words.

So, why waste time?

cause & effect

If you think I am being noisy..
That's only cause you are too nosey.

good eyes...genuine heart..

when you learn to accept your flaws,
you'll appreciate what others have that you don't.

and you will live peacefully ever after.....

 
(feel lucky to have eyes for good things
and a heart that knows genuinity.)

unworthy of your laugh

"behind a crazy person is a deep pain and a lost hope."
-i realize this whenever i see one of them.

their last words are usually the happiest and/or the saddest events they've had in their former sane life.

...so they're not worth the laugh....at all.


just feel lucky enough to be "NOT-ONE-OF-THEM".

speak ill not.

don't speak ill of your foes..
instead pray that they'll be blessed with sound mind
and GROW.

that's how a sane person reacts.

make it real

a dream remains a dream 'til u woke up..
so, wake up! and do what u can do
to make that dream come true.

is Love Blind?

LOVE is not BLIND...it just DOESN'T MIND!

The Keys

ACCEPTANCE IS THE KEY
and the key to ACCEPTANCE is ADMITTANCE.
and the key to ADMITTANCE is HUMILITY.

find it!

find in your heart the kindest you..
then you'll never get mad.

i...think

don't just talk and talk and talk..
sometimes we have to
listen .. think .. then speak.

i'm alive

♪ ♫ bluer than blue..sadder than sad ♪ ♫
but i'm happy to feel this..
cause when i look at the brighter side of it ~ I'M ALIVE!

a mother to her child

Though I haven’t prepared a good life before you came,
And have not invested properties that we can claim,
Mom swears to work the hardest I can
That could make you someday become my biggest fan.
I have not much to offer,
No diamonds, no pearls
Just Love and the gift of Prayer.
And in that prayer are little wishes
For you now and for your future
You may not be born rich like a princess
But God knows how wealthy you are of my love and kisses.
I may not be able to give you the world’s greatest
But mommy loves you the BEST!

how disappointing..

we are living in a world where people's words matter when it's a negative judgement...

how disappointing...

FAKE and FAKER

people tend to be FAKE in facing life's REALITY...

when you're alone, you get to be the realest you..
but when you go out and mingle,
you are constrained to be unreal and act unyou
just for the people to like you, this is true.

now tell me who's fake and who's faker?

why complicate?

people who make rules are the ones who complicate life..

when in the REALEST REALITY..

LIFE should be a GIFT.

TO ALL OF US ~ not only to the RICH PEOPLE.

the Celebrant

why do we keep asking for gifts on Christmas day?
oh we are so forgetting something ...
we are not the celebrant...
He is.

same difference

in love & relationships..
when you 'kiss & tell'
you are a lousy lover.

in friendships...
when you 'fight & tell'
you are not a friend at all.

cause a friend keeps secrets unrevealed
'til thy last breath.

LOVE & PAIN

LOVE is Life
PAIN is Real Life.

then why?

LOVE..

They say it's normal..
then why does it drive me crazy?

They say it's kind..
then why does it hurt so bad?

They say it sees us through..
then why does it make me blind?

They say it finds a way..
but pain is blockin' my way.

They say it feels so right..
then why does it seems so wrong?

They say forever it stays..
then why did he go away?

They say it never dies..
but together with time, it flies.

They say it's for real..
but why only in my dreams do i find LOVE?

EXPECT

EXPECT DISAPPOINTMENT WHEN YOU EXPECT.

the GLUE

in relationships.... 

RESPECT is the glue.
not LOVE.

wrong sum can sometimes be a right feeling

one happy mind + one happy heart = one happy soul.

a wrong mathematical sum but an event that feels so right.

The penguin shines across the loving hydrogen.

The penguin shines across the loving hydrogen.
The penguin shines across the loving hydrogen. 
The penguin shines across the loving hydrogen.

it melts my heart to see

 It melts my heart to see
Life’s inequality..
To see the poor
Having meals on the floor.
Sharing together
Small amount of rice.
While others’ live with lies.
Some are busy “all-day shopping”
While some families are starving.
Some enjoy dressing up their expensive pet
While few kids don’t even own slippers, I bet.
How can they live like that?
While others' live like rats.

Who gets the blame?
Is it them who were born naturally rich?
Or them who work their sweats off?
Or is it ME?
Who realizes LIFE'S unjust reality?
I DON'T KNOW..
It just..
it melts my heart to see.